Inside I'm screaming 'I love you'

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

The more she ~~ignores~~ me, the more I adore her.

So many times, I've been watching & now I fell in love with you. :)

I wanna drink & get a hangover the next day.
I wanna breakdown & cry over stupid things, till my eyes swell.
I wanna say I love you to you again.
I wanna tell you I'm in pain & you'll hug me & sayang me.
I wanna be the best of me when I'm with you.
I wanna be the happiest lesbo in the entire world.
I wanna make you smile like no one else do.
I wanna be myself again.
I wanna be so fucking excited when I receive a text cos I know it's from you.
I wanna smile so hard till my mouth aches when I think of you.
I wanna be happy.
I wanna joke with you like we used to.
I wanna reminise with you again.
I wanna make you wait for my replies.
I wanna see you & your charming face.
I wanna get shy all over when I see you.
I wanna be happy, with you, even thou the day was fucked up.
I wanna be with you.

I don't wanna live without you.
I don't wanna cry on the outside anymore.
I don't wanna carry on without you.
I don't want.
I don't want. ):

The laughters & joy we had will never be replaced.
Thankyou for acting like you cared. :)
The crap you said & I believed in, thankyou.

I wish I could be happier. Picking up the shattered pieces, finding for Glynis again. :\ Sigh, what the fuck.

All I wanted was somebody who cares, truly.

I'll reply the comments tmr, I can't promise. Heh. :D

I wish I could tell somebody but there's no one to talk to, no one to turn to.

Gadjo // So Many Times*
The world is ful of magic, can't you see
I'm your guardian angel, trust in me
So many times I've been watching you
& now I fell in love with you.

; stick with you